when you're not with me

When you're not with me, maybe you'll get thiner. Eh.. No no no.. Seems like you'll be fine and happier. Yup, you'll get fatter.

You don't need to get your empathy back for me.

Chump need empathy. And I think I'm nothing for you.

You're too busy with your world. Too busy with your own feeling. There's no place called home for me in your heart.

I'm such a stranger in your life.

Is it true when people say this to their chump?

I don't know why, but I think you're ready enough to let me out from your life.

And I must force my self to receive this.

I know, hard to do this. But I'm not strong enough to fight this just by myself.

No you. Only me.

Cause you're too busy to have much fun with your life.

Yeah, when you're not with me you can live your life without think about me, no need to feel my ego, no need to get dizzy about my attitude. You'll free with your new life.

No need to think about my problem, cause this feel more difficult when you'd lost the empathy. I know it.

I'm serious with my words now.

I'm in readiness position.

I will move when no body try to stop and fight with.

I have no power anymore to keep this shit alone.

Is it fair when I'm give up because of the situation? I think yes.

I will stand and awalk with myself. Just me.

I'm too traumatic to put someone in again in your position.

The scars still wet.

One thing, I never too hidden and unavailable when you really need me to share. Is this fair to me now?

In other case, the one that you adore now, is unvailable, and you still thinkless about me.

Where's the logic? Where's ur love for me?

I think it has gone.

I just can say, Jes, be ready for the worst..

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