Best of us

I joke
Imagine that you're gone
And I'll be surely okay
Won't ever touch you from your back just to ask you to come in again

Then I was back to my real time
Felt so poor
unconscious
I made my eyes wet
so absurd..

I look into the miror
Say no for those

Then I came back and knocked your door
Thrusted my little finger
Asked the license to enter your life

But your smile refused me
You turn up your nose at me
Opened the door, but just the room not little space of your heart
That I've been dwell for years with comfy

I know I blame
even the sky changes its color everyday, you seems won't change everything about the crack

I sweat, take it back
bend my knees
and lift my hand
fix this with the outside power
cause I don't have any power again

and it came
when I surrender
for the best of us..